2008

This year so far has been - is - messed up.
I've been horribly horribly ill.
My superviser has left the country.
I've started cutting again.
I'm self sabotaging relationships.
My best friend - somebody who knew me better at one time than anybody before or since; somebody who knew me so well it scared me at times - has gone to jail. For a crime I still don't believe he committed.
My hopes of a 1st (admittedly only conceived following my performance in last years exams - which was frankly astounding) seem dashed already, even with 2.5 months until exams.
It's just not quite how I thought it would be y'know?